Drowning

The constant thod of my heart reminds me to breathe, 

Like a kaleidoscoe of colours, I've found myself lost in my emoton. 

I'm drowning, I gasp for breath as I grab fistfuls of nothing and still everything. 

There's so much going on here and still it seems like i'm consumed by nothing at all,

A black emptiness illusioned with colour tries to take me under and hold me there. 

The colours, the stains of the things I feel which seem amplified one hundred times over. 

My efforts seem almost futile, but still I fight on and with all I think I have left. 

I'm drowning in a storm ravished sea of my own emotions. 

Tossed about in a vessl that can't withstand.

How did I get to this point, from feeling so little to feeling entirely too much? 

This storm has got to stop.........................

Where is the off button when you need it, why didn't feelings come with one of those?

I'd prefer to be anywhere, be anything, but only just for now. 

I can't breathe, there isn't enough air, the waves have tossed me and I'm bruised,

I must get out of here............