The Battle

The battle wages on 

Both sides steadily becoming stronger 

As the all out struggle continues 

And I, am caught in the middle.

In the middle of what may seem pointless to some 

And yet to others, the greatest struggle known to human kind

I am caught in the middle and yet on both sides I fight,

The side that pulls heavily on the things that the world glorifies,

The side that wants so much to fit in with the crowd 

The side that wants to live, to live without even a second thought 

The side that cares for no one and for nothing else

But then there is also the side that is ruled by conscience 

And all that is pure and right 

The side that loves the Lord and longs to see heavens shores 

The side that knows what's right and longs only that to do 

The side that feeds on that connection, that constant communion with God.

And so the battle of my life goes on 

Both sides continuing to fight.

Not two sides that are worlds apart

But the two sides of me.

The me that is carefree and wreckless

The me that forgets all that is governed by morals

But the me that God intends for me to be

Just will not give up.

And so the battle rages on

And the fight is far from through

For the side that God would have me be

Is not about to give in!!!!!!!!!!!!!